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"To see an elephant in your dream indicates that you need to be more patient or more understanding of others. Or perhaps there is a memory that you are holding on to for too long. You need to let go of the past. The elephant is also a symbol of power, strength, faithfulness and intellect. Alternatively, the elephant's introverted personality may be a reflection of your own personality. In particular, if you see a white elephant, then it symbolizes royalty.

To dream that you are afraid of the elephant suggests that there is an enormous problem that you are afraid to confront."

I've been having really weird recurring dreams of giant elephants going crazy and stampeding and attacking buildings Godzilla style... No wonder I've been having trouble doing work.

Also been having dreams about Burnie and Gus from RoosterTeeth giving me life advice but the website doesn't actually cover stuff that specific!

Came to write something long and awesome about new year, got too sad.

Got my bake off, got my wine, got my new chair, ate a pizza, going to play far cry, all I need to do now is find a picture of James from last years bake off so I can post it on every single blog or website I have a username for!

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New year.
It's a weird time where people feel that it's necessary to change their lives, hopefully for the better, but something that they ultimately know will not be a permanent change. January is somewhat a trial period for peoples "new lives" if you like. You can test out your new diet and if in the first month it didn't really work out for you, you realise that you didn't need to diet in the first place, become comfortable with your body or you just say "Oh I'll start it up again next month". This blog was actually created for that very reason if I remember correctly. I'm glad it's here, I should use it more often and stay out of my head more.

This new year however, I've come to realise that my life no longer needs, it runs simply on a system of wanting or not wanting... I don't want to sleep any more, I sleep too much. I don't need this extra sleep but for some reason I just do it. 

I want to get out. I want to do something. I don't want to worry any more. I want to change.

Could this be the beginnings of adulthood? I'm guessing no, probably me just being a prick, but nice idea, Stupid Brain.

On another note, Sherlock is just... wow. I seriously can't think of the last tv show I genuinely enjoyed this much.

I want to punch most of the people in my house in their stupid little faces today.

Actually looking forward to starting lectures tomorrow! Probably because it means I don't have to clean up peoples dirty, dirty, mess again until the weekend! Also, I'll be more likely to wake up at a reasonable time and that means MORE FREE TIME! Plus, we're going to Blue planet on Thursday :D

BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!